I'm living in a messed up place, &I can't escape..

What's going on in my head..

Me: I think I'm hungry.
Ana: no, your not. You're fat.
Mia: EAT! We'll get it all up after. Well.. Apart from some.
Ana: FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT!
Mia: come on, eat dammit. We'll purge together, you love the dizzy feeling.
Ana: DON'T YOU FUCKING DARE YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT, YOU DOMT DESERVE ME. YOU DON'T DESERVE THE CONTROL. YOU ARE FAT AND WORTHLESS.
Me: Stop shouting.. Please? My head hurts.. *sob*
Mia: I'll help it stop, just binge! Come on, you know you want to! Fuck the exam tomorrow, binge and purge with me!
Ana: No! FOR FUCK SAKE I CAN'T BELIEVE YOUR EVEN CONTEMPLATING IT! PATHETIC BITCH, I HATE YOU. EVERYONE HATES YOU. FAT SHIT. FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT. GO DIE, NO ONE WOULD CARE. YOUR GOING TO DIE ALONE ANYWAY.
Me: I'm sorry, I won't eat.. But just stop shouting my head hurts.. It hurts so much. I'm sorry, I'll stop being pathetic. I'm sorry *cries*

Me: I think I'm hungry.
Ana: no, your not. You're fat.
Mia: EAT! We'll get it all up after. Well.. Apart from some.
Ana: FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT!
Mia: come on, eat dammit. We'll purge together, you love the dizzy feeling.
Ana: DON'T YOU FUCKING DARE YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT, YOU DOMT DESERVE ME. YOU DON'T DESERVE THE CONTROL. YOU ARE FAT AND WORTHLESS.
Me: Stop shouting.. Please? My head hurts.. *sob*
Mia: I'll help it stop, just binge! Come on, you know you want to! Fuck the exam tomorrow, binge and purge with me!
Ana: No! FOR FUCK SAKE I CAN'T BELIEVE YOUR EVEN CONTEMPLATING IT! PATHETIC BITCH, I HATE YOU. EVERYONE HATES YOU. FAT SHIT. FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT. GO DIE, NO ONE WOULD CARE. YOUR GOING TO DIE ALONE ANYWAY.
Me: I'm sorry, I won't eat.. But just stop shouting my head hurts.. It hurts so much. I'm sorry, I'll stop being pathetic. I'm sorry *cries*